Paper Work

Some papers write themselves easily. Others refuse to come together no matter what you do. Still others, like this one, come together and then fall apart only to make sense and then open up other worlds until you are so confused you aren't in the least bit clear about what you are trying to say!

Time to step back and let it simmer  until your head clears. Despite copious notes, outlines, inserts from the wording of the assignment, the information just won't jell. There are too many rabbit holes and complex issues for me to keep my brain focused on one single aspect - or for that matter to even wrap my head around the bigger morass of understandings.

In some respect, it may be because this is new territory. I am trying to do the math and intertwine several fields to make a consolidated new pile. Like stacking odd shaped items that keep sliding off each other. Difficult to stack apples and bananas into a ten foot tower! Well, this is a good sign. Grappling with concepts brings new understanding. You can't just digest regurgitated info forever. I am confident that a good night's sleep will help me see things more clearly. That and a solid dose of Holy Ghost insight!