Not mine. My soon-to-be ex-daughter-in-law's. She has epilepsy, and apparently had a major seizure. I can't quite get all the details, but she must have fallen and hit her head. Now she says she can't remember the last three years. Doesn't recall having the baby or being arrested or on probation or initiating the divorce. Not sure what she does remember, but I am concerned for my grand kids again. How will this affect them? Why did she have the seizure? Will she have more of them? Does it put the kids in a risky situation? Sigh.
My first instinct was to drive out there and swoop in and make everything right. Of course, I can't do that. I ache with anguish over the whole mess, but no one there seems to think this is a big deal. It gives me some small appreciation for how God must look at me. I am sure he constantly wants to swoop down and fix all the messes I make. But he lets me be me and loves me without restrictions, always ready to help if asked and to protect when things really get out of hand. I sure wish I were able to be like him. Working on it, but its not easy.
My first instinct was to drive out there and swoop in and make everything right. Of course, I can't do that. I ache with anguish over the whole mess, but no one there seems to think this is a big deal. It gives me some small appreciation for how God must look at me. I am sure he constantly wants to swoop down and fix all the messes I make. But he lets me be me and loves me without restrictions, always ready to help if asked and to protect when things really get out of hand. I sure wish I were able to be like him. Working on it, but its not easy.
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