Today I had a glimpse of my old self for the first time in months. I actually did stuff in the morning, managed to accomplish about five things on my mental non-list, then attended a staff meeting at the library for an hour and a half and afterwards met with the Operations Manager at the library to begin catching up!
I was amazed when she mentioned that it was almost 5 pm! I had remained active all day without the usual dead battery syndrome. How amazing is that???
Best of all, I found myself planning ahead, thinking about future projects and life beyond cancer. How refreshing to feel like I am back in the game as a player, not limping along on the sidelines.
Well, I know I have a ways to go before that becomes the rule and not the exception. But it sure felt good!
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