I don't miss Sunday commitments without darn good reason. I have been known to go chemo defunct felling horrible and just do a lot of sitting rather than conduct standing. But yesterday I copuld not go. I could not get that far from a bathroom and the pain levels were still up there. I was beside myself at the thought of abandoning my choir. I know they did fine, but I chafe under the restrictions.
Today I still cannot not make it to work. Lord, please fix this so I can get back to my responsibilities! I do not want to sit still or be quiet or relax or behave. I have stuff to take care of. Really. really. well, Ok I am not indispensable. And you are in charge of my life. And apparently I need some time. I will do my best to accept this limitation and wait on you for your timing. Deep breath. I am determined to take it easy, drink lots of water, relax and try to enjoy the break. And the extra time with Drew who decides to stay home with me. We will have a family day. I am blessed.
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