One of the challenges of dealing with cancer is the waiting after you have a test or tests run. You wonder what the results will mean moving forward, and wish there were a better way to be notified of the results in laymen's terms sooner. The clinic does have a line you can call to find out, but somehow it just makes more sense to me to wait until I talk with the doctor.
You learn after awhile to not think about it while mentally preparing for whatever scenario you will end up with, good, bad, inbetween. It's no different than waiting for a ride, waiting for an order to be shipped, waiting for a baby to be born, a grandmother to pass, a vacation to begin, a party to happen. Part of the journey is the anticipation. So I take it one moment at a time and savor the trip while the goin's good.
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