Tomorrow is my appointment with my new doctor, the lymphoma specialist. It was hard to focus all day and my mind kept turning over the events that had led me to this step. Nothing has changed, really. Other than the confirmation of the suspected cancer, I feel the same - which is pretty good most of the time, except for those little episodes when everything puffs up and hurts.
My chemobrain days are few and far between, and the sheer exhaustion that I was experiencing when I first moved to Rochester has mostly abated. I feel as back to normal as I think I will. So while I believe my other oncologist that they will not do any treatment, still, there is that nagging little question - "what now?"
I have begun to pray more earnestly that the cancer will simply go away and leave me alone. God, please heal me and restore my body and health. That would be wonderful! But until that is evidenced, I must keep seeing the doctors and following up on the symptoms.
So tomorrow I will get the skinny. Meanwhile, there are books to shelve, meetings to attend, assignments to read.
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