Koinonia's Out

My friend was disappointed. She had invited me to attend a Koinonia weekend, a get away for spiritual connection and renewal. I wanted to go, really. But I am so not over this flu. So I have to tell her I cannot go. She takes it well, though I can hear the disappointment in her voice. It would have been an especially good one by the sound of it. But her husband is sick also, and already on a prescription. There is no help for it. I will be spending another day sleeping in my chair and struggling to breathe without choking. Everything I had planned and looked forward to is passing me by. I hate being sick. At least this is just temporary and should pass soon. At least I sure hope so. Gosh darn it, enough is enough. Something better start working soon. I am running out of tricks.