Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Port Flush and Prayer

Today I had a port flush scheduled to keep my apparatus in good working order. Add in the bloodwork ordered by my primary doctor to check B levels and sugar levels, and a trip to the finance office to settle accounts. Good thing they give parking validations.

I run my various errands, completed the lab work, and was headed out the door when I glimpsed a sign for the Interfaith Chapel. Curious. How often have I come here and not seen that sign before? I would be interested in knowing what the chapel is like. There is a meditation room (aka closet) in the infusion center, but it would be nice to know if there is a more robust facility that could offer something a little more comforting. I follow the signs.

I turn down one hall after another. I am beginning to wonder if I will get lost in the catacombs of the sprawling institution. Perhaps I should drop breadcrumbs? Then I realize I can follow the signs back. Though they are a bit few and far between. In good faith, I just keep walking, surprised when I find myself passing the entrance to Miner Medical Library. Goodness, I must be halfway across campus by now!

Finally, I turn one more corner and find myself in a wood paneled hall where the entrance to the chapel sits. I enter and the room is inviting. The ceiling is vaulted like a church might be. There are comfortable seats, a piano and an organ, a small platform and several tables. At the front of the room is a huge mosaic of Psalm 23 that sprawls the full height of the room. By the entrance is a small table with pen and paper where you can write a prayer and leave it. Along one wall chairs face the wall, like the wailing wall in Jerusalem. At the back of the room another table offers small prayer stones that can be prayed over and either dropped into a jar or taken with the pray-er.

Yes, this is a sacred space at least for Christians and probably Jews. I am not so sure about other faiths. But I am comfortable here. I read the notices of the services offered weekly. I am glad to know there is a regular schedule. I sit for a moment in the silent room, absorbing the peace and praying for a few people who come to mind. It was worth the long walk. And on those days when I am less able to navigate, I suspect I could call for the cart to transport me there and back.

Today I do not need help. Today I navigate back to the main lobby under my own steam, grateful for having discovered this beautiful chapel and determined to put it to good use as often as I am able. Now, where do I go to sign up for those free chair massages?

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Elijah James






3:50 AM. One hefty 9 pound 2 ounce 21.5 inch bruiser makes his quiet way into the world. The nurses are a bit concerned that he isn't breathing quite right, but they suction him good and whisk him off for "processing." I think my father would be pleased to know his name lives on, even if not as a first name. I did wake to get the text, then rolled over breathing a prayer of thanksgiving and drifted right back to sleep. Meeting him will come later, when things at his place have settled down a little. For now, everybody needs rest. Well done! A Gillie if ever I have seen one.

Monday, October 1, 2012

The Call

My son called earlier to let me know that his wife has been ordered to bed because her blood pressure is too high. Probably because of the pregnancy. She had a doctor's appointment today, and there is no change, so they have decided to admit her to the hospital and induce labor even though the baby is not due for another week.

I start praying immediately. Induced labor is always stronger than natural labor. I wish I were closer to help with the girls. My son will have his hands full trying to take care of everyone and still be there for the birth. He rushes home to care for the livestock and replenish the girls' activity bags. After a hurried meal, they head back to the hospital. Things were a bit delayed because the doctor got called away for an emergency. But things are starting to happen. Regular contractions. The work has begun.

I leave my phone on, ready to answer. I am hungry for information, but I know they will call when there is something to report. I remember my own labors and births and feel just a tinge of envy that is quickly doused by reality. Having a new baby is grand, but what a lot of work follows! Not to mention the pain and the tether.

I give up at midnight. They will let me know. I text my son to tell him to call me no matter the hour. He says he will. I am surprised that I can sleep at all, and for awhile, wake every so often to look at the clock and pray. We shall see what tomorrow brings.